I'm sure I don't know what life is

I've lived it all



and yet



I've lived nothing



I feel life begins everyday



and everyday I have to learn how to walk



I needed a new world



My new world was

APPETITE  




Now I need a new world again



and it's going to be Tanto Deseo



It's not true I don't believe in anything



I still believe I can create a life worth living and fighting for



I'm not good for giving up

I have nothing to give

I'm running out of excuses

but I know I'll go on tomorrow

working

as if I had something to say

as if actually believed in something

life is a not game

it's a joke

I'm not sure if I believe in anything

I wish I was more selfish

I need more energy

Music is the only thing worth living for

and I don't have it

My Diary

my online life is going to save me

my real life does not exist

I can't stay true to myself if I don't know who I am

my work is suposed to save me

but instead is killing my youth

life gets to be too hard

even for me



I try to be superwoman but I'm far from that



I'm just a lost girl



I'm too alone



and too weak



I just want to go back to dancing



alone in a pole



with just unknown people who think that I am what's in my surface





All I need is to give my soul to music



And my body

real life is online

I wish I knew how to do things right

probablemente nunca lo sepa
y siga viviendo de errores

I hate to write

I hate to write, I don't know why I start a blog then