I'm so far away, but I can smell it
getting closer
all my body gets anxious because I'm getting the taste of it

I don't care that I fall every two steps
I get up and go on, and it hurts less each time
and even when I seem to be stuck I start feeling like I'm getting somewhere...

it's strange because people from outside see like I've moved really fast and they even write about it
I feel like I'm always in the same place and very far from where I want to be, but at the same time something is growing inside me, and I'm getting stronger and better, like I'm building a structure that is what will sustain me when it actually happens....

Some day I'll get really good and then the gameboard will get much wider